i am a daughter, a sister, a niece, a cousin, a friend, a student, a young girl and a grown woman...i am confident and scared, terrified and excited. i am loving, and caring, and thoughtful, and hopeful. i am sick and tired...i am shy and friendly, and careful and careless...i am broken and whole...missunderstood, missguided and misslead...i am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside...i wish on stars and dream my dreams..i pray to God and cry my tears...i smile on the outside while i'm dying on the inside...i listen to others who won't listen to me...i walk on eggshells and i walk on fire, i believe in passion and true love ... i love you and i push you away... i am everything and nothing at once, and all i want is for you to love me just the way i am